last days

Yesterday I didn't wake up till about 11:30. It felt so unproductive. Met up with Ally Martinies at Camille's and spent 3 hours there just talking. It was really nice to catch up with her. I've really surprised myself this break. There were only a few people I actually wanted to met up with.

Anyway, spent the rest of the night with Michael and Johnny roaming the streets of Simi and TO looking for things to do. We found a really getto arcade that was filled with a bunch of 20-30 year old guys having some kind of video game tournament. It was hilarious. I just played my favorite, Bust-a-Move. Then we went and kind of caught up with one of Mike's old friends.

Today consisted of grocery shopping for school. I need to restock my empty fridge. Last day home. I leave tomorrow around 1pm. Not looking forward to it was much as I was before.

I find it so odd how different people react differently; it really shows how they feel about me. Like my mom for instance, she could care less that I'm leaving tomorrow. She didn't want to go out for dinner to spend my last night with the family. I don't think she would've minded if I spent the whole night over at Mike's. My dad, on the other hand, when I told him I wanted to have dinner with the family before I left, told me to pick a place and we would go there because that's what I wanted to do and it was my special night. Hmmmm mommma's girl? or daddy's baby? We ended up having Wood Ranch take-out, but I got to watch the Laker game with my dad, which was really nice.

Later, Yo Fruiti with Mike, which was disappointing. I was hoping to get the plain, tart flavor with fruit, but they didn't have it. I don't understand how a frozen yougurt place wouldn't have plain, the most basic flavor there is. Anyway, AFV and some wrestling after. Super fun.


Both me and Mike said it wouldn't be that bad going back, but its already hard and I haven't even left yet. Tonight when he dropped me off, I sat and watched him pull away from inside, but he could see me and was waiting for me to go upstairs to leave. So we both didn't move for about 5 minutes, trying to make the other one leave while simultaneously doing 'I Love You' hand motions, blowing kisses, and waving goodbye. Finally, he left, but then called immediately when he got home. Goodness gracious, I love that boy. I'm sad to think though that I will only be able to see him for about 5-10 minutes before I go tomorrow.

:(

I must wake up at a decent hour tomorrow, so off to bed. It's kinda sad too that I will have to set an alarm to be out of bed before 11 tomorrow. Well, nighty night all.